Death is all it's got

Why do people fear death? I know I don't but I am nervous of its arrival because I have so much I wish to do before it comes. Why do people kill themselves? For glory? To end pain? Make others lives happy? Well how can you do that if you are dead!?! Death is always selfish, so why would you listen to it, its main goal is to collect souls anyway possible. Well now you know my views on death what are yours? Do you have any, do wish for death, do you long to see the day that I die. I never ment anything by it. Any man would get sick of it if they were me. I just don't know how to say I am sick of it any other way! No thank you, not even a whisper!? How could you not notice you have changed and not for the better? Am I not but a flee to you? Is friendship so worthless? Then why would you go on as you are? Yet, no matter how long you go on like this I will never leave your side. I will cry for you and pray for you and I will always be there when you are ready. Even if death were to take me I would be there for you. If heavens gates were shut to you, I would plead for you to the throne of God. Some people may call this devotion love but I call it friendship. Once my friend always my friend. No love is something much more, love is caring for someone who has killed your dog. Love is befriending the man that murrdered your brother. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres. Love never fails. I wish I could love but I can not for if I do well in one aspect I fail in the other.
But anaswer me this, "What is freindship to you?"