Lettin it out part two

I have spent a lot of time reflecting and contemplating the past few months of our friendship. I have also spent sometime discussing it with other impartial people whom I trust. When we became friends, back when I was in grade 11, I felt that God a had truly blessed me. He had brought someone into my life who was understanding and sympathetic and maybe even empathetic. And I could see you truly cared because of this. Someone who was honest with me even when it hurt. Someone who was fun to be around because no matter what there home situation was like they were always vibrant and uplifting . Someone who when I needed to talk was available and patient when things went wrong. And when things did go wrong you never treated me harshly but tenderly and with sweetness and kindness even when I was acting rude or obnoxious. But most of all He had blessed me with someone who trusted me. In this on going argument I realize now that I may have forgotten some of the things which made us who we are. I never stopped to think about you and that is something I truly regret. I am also dearly sorry for the lack of physical support in your decision to date the guy of your choice. I never intended to make it seem as if I did not agree with your choice. I want you to be happy and if he makes you happy then I support that. I understand that you do not have a lot of time because you are in first year of university and especially right now you have a lot of work to prepare for exams. I believe I may have told you this but before I became friends with you I used to spend my lunches in the wash room waiting for the library to open so that I could spend the remainder of it in a back corner where no one would notice me. However I never told you that I did not like doing that and if it had gone on much longer I probably would not be hear right now; so more important than trust is a reason to live, you and Tiffany both. I hope that when you are on break we will have some time to resolve our issues and rekindle a friendship that saved lives. > A friend forever Tim