misconstrued preceptions of reality

Pastor Jason has recently posted about our feelings vs. Reality. I sometimes find it is a fine line determining between the two of these things. I have so much feeling that it overlaps into reality. The reality of it all is that feelings are very real and therefore are a reality. For example I could feel I love someone. That person and or several other people may tell me I do not. The reality there is I do. No matter how much people tell me I do not they will not be able to sway my ideas because to me they are reality. Anyway way off topic here. Life is always going to take you by suprise. Like in this picture; the stairs go straight up but as they get to the top you get this hard ball turn to the left. Bam your not expecting it. Just when you think the path you are on is strraight as an arrow it curvs. Reminds me of a movie clip. Popey and curly are at the castle trying to get the princess and its an epic battle. Though clearly the Princes wishes to be with popey they decide to settle with a contest. Only curly takes Popey's arrow and bends it. So Curly takes his shot and misses but quickly runs and moves the target so that the arrow hits it straigh in the bullseye. Popey takes out his arrow and shoots but it goes astray and flies all over the place and people have to duck to get out of the way and eventually goes out the window.
You hear this ding and a bull comes up to the window with a black eye. And the winner is determined to be Popey because he got the true bullseye. Kinda makes me think maybe sometimes I try to hard to win. Maybe sometimes I want my path to be the bullseye so bad that I'll run and move the target just to get it. But in the end I loose. Someone will come along with there bent arrow and get it straight. God knows the paths he has directed for us and sometimes we think we know where the bullseye is so we try to make it ourselfs yet the really bullseye is completly missed. If we follow the path taking all the wacky crazy turns it brings we will surly hit the true bullseye. All we got to do is let the arrow go and God will guide it. It may not always turn out how you expect it to but you will always win.